5/5/2012
2:10 am
Just got back from work, had to drop off Anthony and stopped by taco bell cause it’s one of the few places open late that I like..
Justin and josh quit today.. :/
Watching friends till I get tiredd
19th birthday
2:09 now
Got off of work around 12:30. Closed manager for the first time at the new store. Went okay except for trying to lock the door and trying not to make the alarm sound. Thanksanthony
Picked up jack in the box on the way home. Ate and talked to Natalie about getting accepted. Now watching friends while I wait for the food to go down—2:12
Happy birthday to me :)
Under tornado warning
Called in to work an boss said not leave my house-that I was covered for the night.
Tornado touched down about 25 mins from my house.
Natalie’s at work, the only one that showed haha and called just now to make sure were okay
Eric’s been on look down at school for an hour after regular time.
Joes at the cafeteria texting mom she’s scared and asking about teddy and the birds.
I’m a little worried and hungry.
I have never felt this way before. I thought I almost lost the most important person in my life. My mom. A not at all funny joke made me question my own life.
“Im tired. I don’t want to do anything anymore”
Will the pain really go away if I do? Can I stop thinking about what people think of me? Will I not have to worry about taking tests, passing classes, making speeches, writing papers, making friends? Can I stop worrying about what I want to do as a career? I won’t have to drive to work, I won’t err make mistakes again. Ill get to see my dad again who I haven’t seen in 12 years. I wot have to worry about money or food or clothes or anything. Will the pain really go away… If I go away too?
I must find strength within me. Why must I think these awful thoughts. I have a millions things to be grateful for. I can and will get through this….
Listening to the album as its downloading!!! I can never be disappointed with whatever 빅뱅 comes up with!!!I love big bang!!!
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Tracklist:
- Alive (Intro)
- Blue
- Love Dust
- Bad Boy
- Ain’t No Fun
- Fantastic Baby
- Wings (Daesung Solo)
- Blue (Instrumental)
- Fantastic Baby (Instrumental)
+ Digital Booklet
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EACH SONG PRICE: $1.29
get it! get it!
Just bought it!!!
Tired… Can you tell?? Dark circles, tired eyes, bare face— this new work is tiring. Not the work itself, the 45 minute drive to and 45 minute drive back. But I think I’ll be able to get used to it…
Talked back I a customer. Hung up on a diff customer. Not really I sad ok. Then hung up and she called back saying I hung up on her. Don’t complain we made it wrong when I’m sure you can’t tell the diff between hamburger and sausage on a pizza. And to the lady I talke back to, if you don’t want ham, tell us! Im not going to look threw your past orders and see I you didn’t! You son has to tell us! Ugh I hate being the manager…
And now I’m up at midnight workin on some homework..
